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Pain is what keeps me Alive - Ft. Booger

from Finding Myself With Music by MCWORDCHURCH

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Why try
Why dream
Why try to be the person that I used to be
Why try
Why dream
Why try to be individual how stands for love

Maybe I lost my hope and maybe I lost my dream
But I still got fight and I still got me
Yeah I've been wronged but I dealt out worse
I play with emotions and I've killed my own son
Am I proud of it just look in my soul
You might not like answer do I lack control
But all I have is self there is no other way
Maybe thats my shell that keeps you in place

Why try
Why dream
Why try to be the person that I used to be
Why try
Why dream
Why try to be individual how stands for love

So long have stand-ed against weathering
With the passing of life became structurally weak
But I'll never fall down I keep on my feet
Even if I'm hit with an avalanche of feeling
Dreams move away and rain clouds the sky
The sun is hidden overcast my eyes
My mind is gray the colors they have died
So all I see is shades but I still feel alive

Headed to mental break down early and cause of relapse
Living the lowercase no one takes clearly in fact
Sin measurement aside i've got a clause that attached
Means i'll probably die earlier for problems i passed
Onward toward the land i need when i'm done
Souljourn on to the pavement fuck extending my thumb
Man lost inside failures that only can run
Doesn't matter if the games stuck you just play once
Inscribe beside his picture of cheap liquor in her
Can barely see expressions and words are a blur
Inhale whatever substances that make his heart burst
While he builds his defense token body armor
Well the sun burns he's ready for the time of his life
So he sit by the road side and mumbles and cries
While he's broken down he's building a new image in sight
When my baby got lost on that cold winter night

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from Finding Myself With Music, released March 21, 2012
Instrumental produced by K5(Shizuoka, Japan)

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Despicable Dialects Pueblo, Colorado

Despicable Dialects - An underground Hip Hop group from Pueblo, Colorado
Comprised of "MC WORD CHURCH" (Producer/Lyricist) and "MROCK" (Lyricist/Producer) both natives to the area.
Formed in July 2011 after the fall of the "The Myth of Logik" the duo decided to take it back to the drawing board and rebuild. Striving to make conscious rap with a fresh new sound, the Despicable Dialects were born ... more

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