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Finding Myself With Music

by MCWORDCHURCH

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Her Smile 02:42
I'm gonna say the truth I'm a man and a victim Going through the motions life is this rhythm Hard to find facts but you gotta dig on It's another formula played out in this song Divine is the nature that nourished my lust Time is a wager I put in my trust The pen is my major the paper I touch It's words of the flavor desires a must Inspired by the voice thats calling to me It's the echo in the wind can't hear you speak Now So far gone I'm losing content It's the pride I hold no mask will fit To cover the scars I grow within But I stand on my own with confidence A soul undressed from the problems written How much longer can I bear witness It's a blessing in the sky a glimpse of your image Her smiles so bright felt caught in precision A deer in headlights do I move on Are find out the crash isn't coming far off I've lived by love but only held remorse My heart is mine won't give it anymore But Don't ask why it's my choice for sanity I hold on tight my views turn to vanity Steadily forward I drag my feet My shoes hit the pavement no rest I will see It's a grimm image thats plucked from my dreams Like the thought I grow when verb makes beats It's piece of our soul combining the arts Drums to the go and lyrics dress the part It's music in control I've found a new start My life I give to the noise i embark It's a journey the scheme that begins the machine Fluid lights ignition my engine it's screams Flip on the switches I change my position Don't doubt derrick he'll change your views It's the thought of your presence that causes issues The bond that left I dont deserve you It's an emotion I felt being be burned by fire My day begins to melt as I start perspire It's the sweat from my brow rolling into my eye Thats causing this blindness is there meaning to lies Are just a means to a end do I find light I'm Home to this cave a loner of the times Been trying to gain a moment in this life So Hope for the devotion that I transcribe Love is the ocean will I find mine Or float like the hopeless into the sky
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Hi hello there whats going on It's been a long time sense last that we talked I know the phone works both ways can you forgive me I'm sorry but I've been so god damn busy It takes a lot of effort in my life that I give The music is my soul that time won't dismiss I focus on the now but I tend forget About the ones I love my bad I slipped But hey at least I picked up the phone It's a change of pace to hear the dial tone I talk to no one so don't feel left out You might miss me but I miss myself I have a rough view when it comes to doubt But I hope we stay in touch that goes without saying So I'll hit you up later thats if I can remember Now It's been a good talk I hope to see you soon Lifeline to the thoughts of my mind needed to find the time between the scenes and see through other people's eye Lifeline to the thoughts of my mind needed to find the time between the scenes and see through other people's eye Lifeline to the thoughts of my mind needed to find the time between the scenes and see through other people's eye Lifeline to the thoughts of my mind needed to find the time between the scenes and see through other people's eye My priority is artistry it's all in the work Didn't mean to avoid you probably i'm a jerk Don't leave me any voice messages after the beep The only things those do is force a quick ass delete Everyday i miss calls every time that i turn Feel like i'm man versus world messages be the words When my JeRu ringtone blast euphoria hits And i'm sitted in my room blitzed and higher then shit Each day my friends tell me that i missed there old text When my old phones given me nothing to read yet Alone at work is one time when i might just answer it Just keep the message short wither party are practicing If its part of my life now its there on the desk Making sure i have instant access to the web Anyways my motto's simple time is always in step Mic's and cells the best usage for the relavent breathes Peace
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When I wake up in morning my dreams are in the clouds I thought she was right next to me but how I was let down Oho well it's on to another day Anther girl gone but what I can I say Maybe goodbye and I'll see you later So enough with that it's on to this I put my pants on don't forget the kicks As I stroll alone to clear my thoughts It's a long road to take but I won't stop Until the soles on my shoes have been worn through I'll keep on treading along the avenues With each breathe I take I create more movement Because I'm forward with myself I'll admit my wrongs It takes a strong person to know his own faults But it takes a one stronger one to correct whats gone So I ask myself can I really go on Stepped out the house stopped short oh no Went back in just to blaze some hydro Then i dilly dally got back up the rally Bumping to the federally thoughts growling I keep rolling even though the dark smelt me Feeling like ice cube on that CO good day Cold as a mother fuckin natural that way C Springs O sha Og's like the Oj's We roll z and fold jays like the old ways Gettin grazed staren at the cloud apparent Keep movin nothing to prove and no fearin Keepin the heat searin connecting with my people Make a fashionable appearance
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So I've been to rough but I gotta be me I voice my opinion that's constantly I think without speaking never bothering To question my intention of hostility I snap at the chains without hesitation My mouth reacts my brains on vacation Steady with the words they flow like water Eroding the present with the nouns I foster Maybe I'm sorry but probably not If you know me then you might know my thoughts A hardened exterior built from the pain It's decades of defeat mixed with this rage That has me acting in ways I don't know myself I question my actions and try change But I feel as though theirs no other place For me to hide away this shame I embrace It’s a portrait of myself a picture of me This is how i am only way know to be A description of the man not an image of the dream I live inside this line ask and you shall receive It’s a portrait of myself a picture of me This is how i am only way know to be A description of the man not an image of the dream I live inside this line ask and you shall receive Careless been accused of that more than once My hearts M I A barely feel the distance in my touch The clutch that I keep my feelings buried deep Only let my guard down in my dreams when I sleep It’s not that you don’t matter but I seem to go comatose Just how I cope rather be alone than close Isolated with my problems not trying to ignoring yours I’d let you in I tried but I can’t seem to find the door Would matter if I did what goods a lock without a key In this puzzle box paradox shrouded in mystery The emotions that I hide disconnected it’s true Failed attempts to open an share the pain with you Guess I’m aptly named rock judging the exterior of stone Lack communication dropping out like dead zones This constant apathy is impeding progress Will I ever shed this image of thoughtless It’s a portrait of myself a picture of me This is how i am only way know to be A description of the man not an image of the dream I live inside this line ask and you shall receive It’s a portrait of myself a picture of me This is how i am only way know to be A description of the man not an image of the dream I live inside this line ask and you shall receive
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Holding unto to all the pain it will make things right Its Just A Suicide Trying to stuff it all down and live your life Its Just A Suicide Holding unto to all the pain it will make things right Its Just A Suicide Trying to stuff it all down and live your life Its Just A Suicide It's the question of the action that bleed my soul It's worse then your tactics of self control Down on your absence it's hard to hold On to the vision of what used to be You left yourself hanging now your six feet deep You won't hear the words pulled from my dreams Not even a shadow of this travesty Has slipped past my eyes the lies were seen It's like the promise that was made Please don't kill yourself Am I full hate thats without a doubt But hey what can I say you choose your place The bitch way out your choice was made But it doesn't stop there oh just you wait His brother pulled the trigger and washed away his brains Now another member gone of the fisher family You broke my heart uncle don and father tracy Holding unto to all the pain it will make things right Its Just A Suicide Trying to stuff it all down and live your life Its Just A Suicide Holding unto to all the pain it will make things right Its Just A Suicide Trying to stuff it all down and live your life Its Just A Suicide These suckas just left us a son of a menace This fantasies finished but it's hard to forget When i finished a sentence the sentence is never to blame But it's always a cause death is a bigger picture Thats why your's falls of the wall it's cause of it all Everytime it gets approached by them stricken with a dose a taste of their own medicin I throw the letters in like hard time And when the evil comes out of my head you know how have the dark mind The darks mine opposite of the light shine Develop mental methods expectance is needed all time Objectify to leave the church for you to methodize When i was a kid my mother tried to keep me mesmerized But it didnt work cause i'm always gonna be my own man Even when the pressure gets hot i'll still be going It's like the locust that be eating the crops When there's nothing left consumed all the breathing just stops Holding unto to all the pain it will make things right Its Just A Suicide Trying to stuff it all down and live your life Its Just A Suicide
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Why try Why dream Why try to be the person that I used to be Why try Why dream Why try to be individual how stands for love Maybe I lost my hope and maybe I lost my dream But I still got fight and I still got me Yeah I've been wronged but I dealt out worse I play with emotions and I've killed my own son Am I proud of it just look in my soul You might not like answer do I lack control But all I have is self there is no other way Maybe thats my shell that keeps you in place Why try Why dream Why try to be the person that I used to be Why try Why dream Why try to be individual how stands for love So long have stand-ed against weathering With the passing of life became structurally weak But I'll never fall down I keep on my feet Even if I'm hit with an avalanche of feeling Dreams move away and rain clouds the sky The sun is hidden overcast my eyes My mind is gray the colors they have died So all I see is shades but I still feel alive Headed to mental break down early and cause of relapse Living the lowercase no one takes clearly in fact Sin measurement aside i've got a clause that attached Means i'll probably die earlier for problems i passed Onward toward the land i need when i'm done Souljourn on to the pavement fuck extending my thumb Man lost inside failures that only can run Doesn't matter if the games stuck you just play once Inscribe beside his picture of cheap liquor in her Can barely see expressions and words are a blur Inhale whatever substances that make his heart burst While he builds his defense token body armor Well the sun burns he's ready for the time of his life So he sit by the road side and mumbles and cries While he's broken down he's building a new image in sight When my baby got lost on that cold winter night
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I don’t get down down down down on myself I get up up up up with the luck I don’t get down down down down on the ground I get up up up up to the clouds I don’t get down down down down on myself I get up up up up with the luck I don’t get down down down down on the ground I get up up up up to the clouds Lets get things straight I speak my mind The truth may hurt but at least I say Whats on my chest I don't hide the facts Behind fake smiles theirs no misconception Rough I may be but at least be me Don't get caught up in your own misery Because I come labels I've been stereotyped But thats ok though I stick like dynamite My music stands for itself well politics are played Push past drama but it's hard not to see The hate filled eyes steering in my direction I guess I take what I learn from the lesson Because I lived loved liked now it's give gone goodbye So dig down deep don't dispute desire I'm what you believe so listen to your heart If it tells you I'm wrong then maybe it's right I don’t get down down down down on myself I get up up up up with the luck I don’t get down down down down on the ground I get up up up up to the clouds I don’t get down down down down on myself I get up up up up with the luck I don’t get down down down down on the ground I get up up up up to the clouds It's another day another place another time to go Life keeps moving with this stride I stroll A hop to my step and a skip for the show I keep on walking in sun or snow It's day and night with my pride I hold On to the crease my mind has sown I reach for the peaks as I build up hope It's the sky I see on clouds I float I’m live in the present while cheating on the past I built my own stairs just to look above The levels of hate that blinded my eyes It's still there but now I don't look down I won't let people's judgement be the judge of me Do I seem to care thats unlikely Because I got bigger plans with the mighty might mighty Now Watch me go forward and spread my wings I don’t get down down down down on myself I get up up up up with the luck I don’t get down down down down on the ground I get up up up up to the clouds I don’t get down down down down on myself I get up up up up with the luck I don’t get down down down down on the ground I get up up up up to the clouds
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This Ep marks the first steps on a journey deep within self. Embarking upon this to find what has been lost throughout the years, it is inside the music I search for me. Yet only a small chapter emerging from the paths I've roamed. These songs signify a rebirth and new beginning for the MC known as WORDCHURCH.
With every step I find new inspiration to keep going and shine my light in this darkness we call life.

Special Thanks goes out to... The Mighty Mighty MROCK and Despicable Dialects, Booger, Chato, Augmented, JayOin, Dos Uno, 8thLaCreate, Chotkos, Too Many Sprouters, Navi, K5, Moe Beats, JSoulOnFire, Mom and the Fisher Fam, Music, All the pretty girls with nice smiles & big booty's, Anyone that supports local independent and underground music, And too all those that have loved and hated me... You all help fuel the fire!!

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released March 21, 2012

All recording, mixing and mastering done by MCWORDCHURCH

Track 1 Instrumental produced by Dos Uno (Pueblo, Colorado)
Track 2 Instrumental produced by 8thLaCreate(Andrew, Russia)
Track 3 Instrumental produced by Chotkos(Ostroleka, Poland)
Track 4 Instrumental produced by Too Many Sprouters(East Coast, Australia)
Track 5 Instrumental produced by Navi(Reggio Emilia, Italy)
Track 6 Instrumental produced by K5(Shizuoka, Japan)
Track 7 Instrumental produced by Moe Beats(Brühl, Germany)
Track 8 Instrumental produced by JSoulOnFire(USA)

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Despicable Dialects Pueblo, Colorado

Despicable Dialects - An underground Hip Hop group from Pueblo, Colorado
Comprised of "MC WORD CHURCH" (Producer/Lyricist) and "MROCK" (Lyricist/Producer) both natives to the area.
Formed in July 2011 after the fall of the "The Myth of Logik" the duo decided to take it back to the drawing board and rebuild. Striving to make conscious rap with a fresh new sound, the Despicable Dialects were born
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