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Her Smile
02:42
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I'm gonna say the truth I'm a man and a victim
Going through the motions life is this rhythm
Hard to find facts but you gotta dig on
It's another formula played out in this song
Divine is the nature that nourished my lust
Time is a wager I put in my trust
The pen is my major the paper I touch
It's words of the flavor desires a must
Inspired by the voice thats calling to me
It's the echo in the wind can't hear you speak
Now So far gone I'm losing content
It's the pride I hold no mask will fit
To cover the scars I grow within
But I stand on my own with confidence
A soul undressed from the problems written
How much longer can I bear witness
It's a blessing in the sky a glimpse of your image
Her smiles so bright felt caught in precision
A deer in headlights do I move on
Are find out the crash isn't coming far off
I've lived by love but only held remorse
My heart is mine won't give it anymore
But Don't ask why it's my choice for sanity
I hold on tight my views turn to vanity
Steadily forward I drag my feet
My shoes hit the pavement no rest I will see
It's a grimm image thats plucked from my dreams
Like the thought I grow when verb makes beats
It's piece of our soul combining the arts
Drums to the go and lyrics dress the part
It's music in control I've found a new start
My life I give to the noise i embark
It's a journey the scheme that begins the machine
Fluid lights ignition my engine it's screams
Flip on the switches I change my position
Don't doubt derrick he'll change your views
It's the thought of your presence that causes issues
The bond that left I dont deserve you
It's an emotion I felt being be burned by fire
My day begins to melt as I start perspire
It's the sweat from my brow rolling into my eye
Thats causing this blindness is there meaning to lies
Are just a means to a end do I find light
I'm Home to this cave a loner of the times
Been trying to gain a moment in this life
So Hope for the devotion that I transcribe
Love is the ocean will I find mine
Or float like the hopeless into the sky
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Hi hello there whats going on
It's been a long time sense last that we talked
I know the phone works both ways can you forgive me
I'm sorry but I've been so god damn busy
It takes a lot of effort in my life that I give
The music is my soul that time won't dismiss
I focus on the now but I tend forget
About the ones I love my bad I slipped
But hey at least I picked up the phone
It's a change of pace to hear the dial tone
I talk to no one so don't feel left out
You might miss me but I miss myself
I have a rough view when it comes to doubt
But I hope we stay in touch that goes without saying
So I'll hit you up later thats if I can remember
Now It's been a good talk I hope to see you soon
Lifeline to the thoughts of my mind needed to find the time between the scenes and see through other people's eye
Lifeline to the thoughts of my mind needed to find the time between the scenes and see through other people's eye
Lifeline to the thoughts of my mind needed to find the time between the scenes and see through other people's eye
Lifeline to the thoughts of my mind needed to find the time between the scenes and see through other people's eye
My priority is artistry it's all in the work
Didn't mean to avoid you probably i'm a jerk
Don't leave me any voice messages after the beep
The only things those do is force a quick ass delete
Everyday i miss calls every time that i turn
Feel like i'm man versus world messages be the words
When my JeRu ringtone blast euphoria hits
And i'm sitted in my room blitzed and higher then shit
Each day my friends tell me that i missed there old text
When my old phones given me nothing to read yet
Alone at work is one time when i might just answer it
Just keep the message short wither party are practicing
If its part of my life now its there on the desk
Making sure i have instant access to the web
Anyways my motto's simple time is always in step
Mic's and cells the best usage for the relavent breathes
Peace
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When I wake up in morning my dreams are in the clouds
I thought she was right next to me but how I was let down
Oho well it's on to another day
Anther girl gone but what I can I say
Maybe goodbye and I'll see you later
So enough with that it's on to this
I put my pants on don't forget the kicks
As I stroll alone to clear my thoughts
It's a long road to take but I won't stop
Until the soles on my shoes have been worn through
I'll keep on treading along the avenues
With each breathe I take I create more movement
Because I'm forward with myself I'll admit my wrongs
It takes a strong person to know his own faults
But it takes a one stronger one to correct whats gone
So I ask myself can I really go on
Stepped out the house stopped short oh no
Went back in just to blaze some hydro
Then i dilly dally got back up the rally
Bumping to the federally thoughts growling
I keep rolling even though the dark smelt me
Feeling like ice cube on that CO good day
Cold as a mother fuckin natural that way
C Springs O sha Og's like the Oj's
We roll z and fold jays like the old ways
Gettin grazed staren at the cloud apparent
Keep movin nothing to prove and no fearin
Keepin the heat searin connecting with my people
Make a fashionable appearance
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So I've been to rough but I gotta be me
I voice my opinion that's constantly
I think without speaking never bothering
To question my intention of hostility
I snap at the chains without hesitation
My mouth reacts my brains on vacation
Steady with the words they flow like water
Eroding the present with the nouns I foster
Maybe I'm sorry but probably not
If you know me then you might know my thoughts
A hardened exterior built from the pain
It's decades of defeat mixed with this rage
That has me acting in ways I don't know myself
I question my actions and try change
But I feel as though theirs no other place
For me to hide away this shame I embrace
It’s a portrait of myself a picture of me
This is how i am only way know to be
A description of the man not an image of the dream
I live inside this line ask and you shall receive
It’s a portrait of myself a picture of me
This is how i am only way know to be
A description of the man not an image of the dream
I live inside this line ask and you shall receive
Careless been accused of that more than once
My hearts M I A barely feel the distance in my touch
The clutch that I keep my feelings buried deep
Only let my guard down in my dreams when I sleep
It’s not that you don’t matter but I seem to go comatose
Just how I cope rather be alone than close
Isolated with my problems not trying to ignoring yours
I’d let you in I tried but I can’t seem to find the door
Would matter if I did what goods a lock without a key
In this puzzle box paradox shrouded in mystery
The emotions that I hide disconnected it’s true
Failed attempts to open an share the pain with you
Guess I’m aptly named rock judging the exterior of stone
Lack communication dropping out like dead zones
This constant apathy is impeding progress
Will I ever shed this image of thoughtless
It’s a portrait of myself a picture of me
This is how i am only way know to be
A description of the man not an image of the dream
I live inside this line ask and you shall receive
It’s a portrait of myself a picture of me
This is how i am only way know to be
A description of the man not an image of the dream
I live inside this line ask and you shall receive
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Holding unto to all the pain it will make things right
Its Just A Suicide
Trying to stuff it all down and live your life
Its Just A Suicide
Holding unto to all the pain it will make things right
Its Just A Suicide
Trying to stuff it all down and live your life
Its Just A Suicide
It's the question of the action that bleed my soul
It's worse then your tactics of self control
Down on your absence it's hard to hold
On to the vision of what used to be
You left yourself hanging now your six feet deep
You won't hear the words pulled from my dreams
Not even a shadow of this travesty
Has slipped past my eyes the lies were seen
It's like the promise that was made
Please don't kill yourself
Am I full hate thats without a doubt
But hey what can I say you choose your place
The bitch way out your choice was made
But it doesn't stop there oh just you wait
His brother pulled the trigger and washed away his brains
Now another member gone of the fisher family
You broke my heart uncle don and father tracy
Holding unto to all the pain it will make things right
Its Just A Suicide
Trying to stuff it all down and live your life
Its Just A Suicide
Holding unto to all the pain it will make things right
Its Just A Suicide
Trying to stuff it all down and live your life
Its Just A Suicide
These suckas just left us a son of a menace
This fantasies finished but it's hard to forget
When i finished a sentence the sentence is never to blame
But it's always a cause death is a bigger picture
Thats why your's falls of the wall it's cause of it all
Everytime it gets approached by them stricken with a dose a taste of their own medicin
I throw the letters in like hard time
And when the evil comes out of my head you know how have the dark mind
The darks mine opposite of the light shine
Develop mental methods expectance is needed all time
Objectify to leave the church for you to methodize
When i was a kid my mother tried to keep me mesmerized
But it didnt work cause i'm always gonna be my own man
Even when the pressure gets hot i'll still be going
It's like the locust that be eating the crops
When there's nothing left consumed all the breathing just stops
Holding unto to all the pain it will make things right
Its Just A Suicide
Trying to stuff it all down and live your life
Its Just A Suicide
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Why try
Why dream
Why try to be the person that I used to be
Why try
Why dream
Why try to be individual how stands for love
Maybe I lost my hope and maybe I lost my dream
But I still got fight and I still got me
Yeah I've been wronged but I dealt out worse
I play with emotions and I've killed my own son
Am I proud of it just look in my soul
You might not like answer do I lack control
But all I have is self there is no other way
Maybe thats my shell that keeps you in place
Why try
Why dream
Why try to be the person that I used to be
Why try
Why dream
Why try to be individual how stands for love
So long have stand-ed against weathering
With the passing of life became structurally weak
But I'll never fall down I keep on my feet
Even if I'm hit with an avalanche of feeling
Dreams move away and rain clouds the sky
The sun is hidden overcast my eyes
My mind is gray the colors they have died
So all I see is shades but I still feel alive
Headed to mental break down early and cause of relapse
Living the lowercase no one takes clearly in fact
Sin measurement aside i've got a clause that attached
Means i'll probably die earlier for problems i passed
Onward toward the land i need when i'm done
Souljourn on to the pavement fuck extending my thumb
Man lost inside failures that only can run
Doesn't matter if the games stuck you just play once
Inscribe beside his picture of cheap liquor in her
Can barely see expressions and words are a blur
Inhale whatever substances that make his heart burst
While he builds his defense token body armor
Well the sun burns he's ready for the time of his life
So he sit by the road side and mumbles and cries
While he's broken down he's building a new image in sight
When my baby got lost on that cold winter night
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I Can Only Be Me
02:32
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I don’t get down down down down on myself
I get up up up up with the luck
I don’t get down down down down on the ground
I get up up up up to the clouds
I don’t get down down down down on myself
I get up up up up with the luck
I don’t get down down down down on the ground
I get up up up up to the clouds
Lets get things straight I speak my mind
The truth may hurt but at least I say
Whats on my chest I don't hide the facts
Behind fake smiles theirs no misconception
Rough I may be but at least be me
Don't get caught up in your own misery
Because I come labels I've been stereotyped
But thats ok though I stick like dynamite
My music stands for itself well politics are played
Push past drama but it's hard not to see
The hate filled eyes steering in my direction
I guess I take what I learn from the lesson
Because I lived loved liked now it's give gone goodbye
So dig down deep don't dispute desire
I'm what you believe so listen to your heart
If it tells you I'm wrong then maybe it's right
I don’t get down down down down on myself
I get up up up up with the luck
I don’t get down down down down on the ground
I get up up up up to the clouds
I don’t get down down down down on myself
I get up up up up with the luck
I don’t get down down down down on the ground
I get up up up up to the clouds
It's another day another place another time to go
Life keeps moving with this stride I stroll
A hop to my step and a skip for the show
I keep on walking in sun or snow
It's day and night with my pride I hold
On to the crease my mind has sown
I reach for the peaks as I build up hope
It's the sky I see on clouds I float
I’m live in the present while cheating on the past
I built my own stairs just to look above
The levels of hate that blinded my eyes
It's still there but now I don't look down
I won't let people's judgement be the judge of me
Do I seem to care thats unlikely
Because I got bigger plans with the mighty might mighty
Now Watch me go forward and spread my wings
I don’t get down down down down on myself
I get up up up up with the luck
I don’t get down down down down on the ground
I get up up up up to the clouds
I don’t get down down down down on myself
I get up up up up with the luck
I don’t get down down down down on the ground
I get up up up up to the clouds
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Despicable Dialects Pueblo, Colorado
Despicable Dialects - An underground Hip Hop group from Pueblo, Colorado
Comprised of "MC WORD CHURCH"
(Producer/Lyricist) and "MROCK" (Lyricist/Producer) both natives to the area.
Formed in July 2011 after the fall of the "The Myth of Logik" the duo decided to take it back to the drawing board and rebuild. Striving to make conscious rap with a fresh new sound, the Despicable Dialects were born
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