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Living in the Present While Cheating on the Past

by Despicable Dialects

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It's a realization of self awareness No comparin what's apparent in this guilt It's harms been felt watch the love melt the love melt watch the love melt It's the mask that hides face the lies the hate The reason for the heart soul mind body break It's the sweat on the palms the wonder the wishing Watch the love melt the love melt It's a description of the addiction Thats your mission always aim for pole position no thought of the victims Watch the love melt the love melt watch the love melt While some step forward other remain distant Hard to hold your head feeling stuck in your position Beat past the point of breaks fed up your through Watch the love melt the love melt It's a issue that I got with you dont misuse the bridge that was built with trust intact feeling it was just an act Watch the love melt the love melt watch the love melt Gotta watch what you got don't take for granted what was given It's the despise lining walls building up this minds prison It's the shell that forms and hardens crushing heart Watch the love melt the love melt It's a reason of treason thats why I'm leaving no point in dreamin of a better myth when you got your origin held tight in your fist Watch the love melt the love melt It's the splatter of the art pieced together pulled apart The dark side of dreams demons die good riddance It's the meaning inside the flame left the pride Watch the love melt the love melt Dreams move slowly but always press forward Knuckles to the sky heads up for the horde Persevere to progress and never stop writing Petty battles don't matter in this war that you're fighting No white flags you'll see we only bring mortars Despicable dungeon laying down the torture And with that found new sound Despicable run this now DankRock rollin' up we the new unfound No longer a victim of the underground We'll show are commitment to the rhythm of the now Bend only for the breaks never sleep on the beat Don't forget your hearts desire raise your passions with the heat With visions inside steady find new pride Forgive and forget leaving options dismissed Don't resist any reason to rhyme find it in the pages Turning with the passing of time Now a man with intent wielding force of desire I'll stand to exam no flaw to the plan A verbal reminder shout outs goodbye so Watch the love melt the love melt
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Did I Ever 03:16
Every now an then hate the face I see in the mirror Certain angles show the boy who wasted all them years Whether 10 plus spent with you or out driftin alone I see the choices I made in haste was a demise of my own Creating, the voice echos in my head Desperately trying to take back all them things I said Or didn't if only sooner I spoke up Would difference it coulda made or was this just my luck Cause now I've become faded an forgotten Caused too much pain hard to think I'm not rotten To the core Deep inside where them demons reside Grown full and fat fed off my foolish pride It cost me the place I called home So is the emptiness felt inside the reason I roam Cause these feelings keep coming and I'm tired of running Been too long lost in a past and it's left me with nothing Did I ever do you wrong did I ever do you right Did I ever make your choices harder to decide Did I ever say I'm sorry did I ever say goodbye Did I ever fix the problems that I may have had It's my choice I live it's my voice I give Friends come in go in this void I fit The poison that injects it's benefits Closing my mind to words within Going with pride gonna find my hour Time ticks past but won't let it devour My heart my soul my true form of being It's not a personal pleasure dont confuse the reason I'm not what you think but maybe I'm am Depends on them views that you might have Despicables the name and I follow that So consider the facts now before you react I'm not what you think but maybe I am I'm A man in shadows losing his content a person in shambles thats day begins To fall to pieces when you think of me like that damn Did I ever do you wrong did I ever do you right Did I ever make your choices harder to decide Did I ever say I'm sorry did I ever say goodbye Did I ever fix the problems that I may have had Ain't got much too lose I haven't lost already But losing the life that you've know you'll find it's hard to keep steady You'll never be ready for the twists and the turns Some people come an go some bridges get burned Sometimes we make mistakes forever hold the guilt Waste away tilling the rubble of things once built Cause right here this is where the love stood Next to the road paved with the dreams of my childhood An on over there shouts chris an my old hood Walls made of memories come tumbling down Whys it the tallest ones you got seem to fall without a sound One day to the next it was here now its gone Its the absence of the presence that brought upon the song Certain people in your life will change you forever Sad how easy it seems them ties get severed A sense to just slip away I will never understand An how long will I wonder if I did all I can Did I ever do you wrong did I ever do you right Did I ever make your choices harder to decide Did I ever say I'm sorry did I ever say goodbye Did I ever fix the problems that I may have had
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It's a cynical state this modern age dream That has us locked inside this criminal being Our mind is a puppet thats full of strings Waiting to be pulled by hypocrisy It's subliminal warfare from your digital god It's television screens that control all thought The world is a plaque brought about by man The choices were made with greed in demand Lets thank our founding father's for the future we hold There decisions are the reasons for what we behold Its a democratic lie built by socialism The rich get richer and the poor become the victims Another person raped as gangs run free People put their faith in religious beliefs Salvation a promise that defines the weak This era is corrupt and so are we Now what has this world become Flipping thru the t.v. all I saw was dumb Infomercial plastic portions of a supposed perfect life And every ad another pill to keep us able and upright Condemnd for life to this punch clock prision Off to work we march in droves with sleep walk rhythm Enslaved to a debt and the things we buy Selling dreams by the slice have a taste heres a try But can you reach it better grab it fore they leech it Catch them fat cat crumbs as they claw it too pieces Seekin, to scratch away the middle class Rights becoming kitty litter thrown out wit the trash So enough talk find the strength to change within ourselves Enough with the wack product placement clear our space on the shelf Cause such a sick sad world how long can this last Man I wonder its why everyday I ask...
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It's the beat that I wrote the tempo I provoke The music I ride like thunder in the sky The patterns described in motions of light My fingers listening to the rhythm of the write My ears come alive indulgent incite Profound visions I'm the templar of the night I Dont need an instrument the words I provide Like notes of the melody imagined new life It's a formula laid out in my rhyme It's the fisher pride another dank view in mind With precision I bring quick intermission To the sounds of boogie up drop the given Just take in the noise provided with love I lace in the voice better tighten your gloves Were always on point when it comes to the punch So Flow to the nature the nature is a must So put your fist up fight back hands in thee air It's the rhyme that you wrote The rhythm that ensnares The music that invokes your dreams are impaired The Voices that I hear like echos in thee air, Just take a deep breath inside an float amongst the dreams With rhythm as your ride rhyme proceeds to paint a scene Like chi flow we roll rock an sway to Mother bass Swinging along to the kicks raining tempo taps your face As acending steps of bars witness the birth of falling stars See its the hits and the misses that make us who we are Sent spinning on an axis of wheels an wax Soul flys so high it finds heaven in the tracks And like that surrounded by mass of melody Turning stress an strife into faded memory This verbal prism glowing shines beams of life Brightly lit to the sky like beacons in the night Capture herds of inspiration on the banks of happening To enlight and incite make the world what we'd like to be So recite the lines of mind space and time Like water let it flow leave your fear behind Put your fist up fight back hands in thee air It's the rhyme that you wrote The rhythm that ensnares The music that invokes your dreams are impaired Voices that I hear like echos in thee air,
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Now my pen strikes page etches word to form song Gotta head stocked full of thoughts so think I'll take this one long Light up that joint by the wordchurch to get my mind right I got a good feeling on beats I'm high tonight So let that drum kick and that bass pop Hits of music hurt so good hoping it never stops Such a simple satisfaction the sound so sweet Sends shocks to your soul nodding heads an tapping feet heat Temperatures rising high across this land Keep the rhythm for the movement blueprint for my plan damn Never thought you'd see this mic up in my hand Found the tools to use build more than castles in that sand know Within that passion found the peace to be free And after searching all these years I finally found me That's what the music does hold you like a mothers hug Open up your mind and soul and hits your heart with endless love So movin' forward forever here I'll be Cause with this good feeling there ain't no stopping me Never quittin' this fevered passion keeps me spittin' Finally got this rock a rollin' an I'm gonna keep it kickin' I'm blazing trails ascending to aspired levels Right now so high like I'm cranked to ten on treble Get a second hand stone standing near my flame MROCK all star rookie of the underground game I Dwell the dungeon that made me a myth And every opportune to rhyme now considered a gift So I'm gonna travel this land mic attached to hand Climb the highest peaks and plant myself up in that sand seasons When my flowers bloom wind will carry tune Chase away the gloom with my breath I shall consume Dark clouds dark days dark times Got a notebook full of rays with it make the world shine So let the music move your body M came to ROCK the party And I'm lettin' go so you know I... (Feel Good) Use it as your great escape take you to a higher place It's like I'm dreaming while wide awake I... (Feel Good) If it's one thing I've learned when it hits you feel no pain So when them shots hit the brain you know I... (Feel Good) Now this music is life let the rhythm touch your soul And if you feel it like I feel it say I... (Feel Good) It's why I set myself off on this mission of rhyme To find the words to describe an recollect upon my time By the beat of my pulse my life inspires song And with the music by my side there's no way I'm going wrong Seen it taken for granted such a sacred gift Seen the illest ones quit and walk away from this shit Seen MC's give their souls get back no respect Seen more than myself asking where it went wrong Cause something got a bit sour no more sense in them songs Sad how these shepherds keep these herds nodding along To these tracks of booty shakin' and plastic beats Got masses throwing dollars til they pile in heaps In the streets the fake feel I'm too fly to mention I'll be burning their brows sizzle up the perception Of the given knowledge that it's beats rhymes and life Understand only the realest grip the mics this tight Cause in the underground we sweat and we do it for love Chance the sixteen get a listen gladly live of crumbs For some only life ever known Headphones as a crown stage is our throne A kingdom of music product of the souls inception And I understand poetics is the language of the lesson So I intently listen to the message seeping out the speaker While the rhythm pierces soul these lyrics dig deeper So let the music move your body M came to ROCK the party And I'm lettin' go so you know I... (Feel Good) Use it as your great escape take you to a higher place It's like I'm dreaming while wide awake I... (Feel Good) If it's one thing I've learned when it hits you feel no pain So when them shots hit the brain you know I... (Feel Good) Now this music is life let the rhythm touch your soul And if you feel it like I feel it say I... (Feel Good)
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We the zombie's of hip-hop on a mission for brain's but we ain't here to eat them dog are you insane We munch on dope beats fly girlies snack on whack emcee's got a one track mind and there ain't no stopping me So with fist up never quitting always moving forward traveling across the land collecting heads for this horde Because are mission is spread this lyrical infection show you real music flip your mental conception Never dead on the track i don't rot i rock so board up your windows cause these heads don't stop Were coming through your town teeth nash moving feet fast lyrically contagious making sure the sickness last So forever on top is were will reign spittin inspired toxic fire setting the world a flames Rahhh We rush waves when we hearing the call so bunker down now cause we coming for y'all Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) I'm the undead soldier with my brain to the beat Devouring topics hip hop is the disease We spread like the plaque the hunger is my lust Feeding my emotions its the music I entrust Will never slow down always steady to the street With fliers in hand we won't ever retreat Cause its door to door to infect the masses So get out graves we've awakened from are sleep Were heading forward never gonna drop it Were eating fools up never wanna stop it So sick that were gonna make you vomit I'm rotten to the core won't hesitate to comment The hordes gatherin listen to are moans The calls are for your flesh do you feel it in your bones With one thought left were coming for soul So you better be ready this zombie's taken hold Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's) of Hip-Hop, Were the zombie's (zombie's)
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I'm Another man with the same issues divided inside Emotions confused a chapter of life this feeling is truth Loves been denied not a moment to soon The dreams are lies my minds been consumed By the thought of her essence your warmth isn't true Now Gone with the wind we've flown apart why's it so hard to Do I move forward can I overcome these weights That are tied on my soul been holding me in place How many goodbyes will I have to face Another person dies are moves away A trail insight I create my tribulations A pessimistic view steadily degrading My hearts been lost can't find you babe Cause it's so hard to Even now I'm thinking of you the time that we had The path that was written it goes against the act Thats True dedication a thing of the past I'm Living with pretexts no one to hold me back The decision was mine it would have happened anyways You were destined to leave this ain't your home state I wish things were different but what can I say It's been so hard to But I can't look down on the situation A new day starts hope for inspiration Thats one lesson learned from you babe It's An optimistic outlook mixed with rage Can I find resolve hidden in these pages Alone in my mind the pictures vacant A scar in my body waiting with patience It's always so hard to
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There's a story inside my mind the time I spent underneath these lights So bright dont wanna rewrite whats been written In the book of my remission under no condition will I lessen my position No forgiveness for the sins of sinners Its grins of winners that provide the social standard That a gander at the camera what you see is what your missing It's decisions that you witness new beginnings from the ashes... No demanding hold the ransom your a victim of the present Build a message in a blessing reprehension of your essence Dont ever second guess it I'm the presence without question Not veteran recommended but a sole independent... I'm A man with pictures that paints his own portrait With a method to my madness like self contortion No abortion that were forcin down your throat Another relapse from this despicable foe Like video scenes on movie screens I'm projecting my dreams Take a closer look at me to find I'm not what I seem May have the patience to say please but I'm gonna take what I want A Colorado wind float like a ghost I'm gonna haunt Spirit driven no forgiving out my way coming through Cause once you got this rock a rolling ain't no telling what I do You give me the beat I'll give you the rhyme Looking sweet give you the time Life gave a box of lemons found the treasure in the rind On the grind with my mind never sleep always hungry Rhythmically Despicable with that forever bump me The sirens call of my passions has me blazing a trail My light of heaven lies upon a path paved through hell So here I dwell in another era named Enoch But now the silver tongue smile known simply as ROCK M meaning more than a mission so peep my transmission Stone set to rhyme and I'm creating my position
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I've fallen through the cracks with no way to get up Finding lifes presence emotions self destruct Gather up your essence this moment is the present Hold on to your memories but don't ever regret them, I've fallen through the cracks with no way to get up Finding lifes presence emotions self destruct Gather up your essence this moment is the present Hold on to your memories but don't ever regret them, No longer am I coming apart at the seams I've sowed myself up took it piece by piece Crease by crease putting needle to thread My minds the machine my reason isn't dead A design I don't need the schematics within me Waiting for it's moment a time to be free From the feelings that I had to the losses I was dealt It's father I don't have are the women from my past Another issue gone the potence that we had Have made me stronger they made me into a man So I stand here and bask in resolve It's a new day know no time for the fall So I've picked myself up from this faded glory Heading down the road it's vacant story Now I write my own path the author of my life It's another chapter gone so I'm saying goodnight I've fallen through the cracks with no way to get up Finding lifes presence emotions self destruct Gather up your essence this moment is the present Hold on to your memories but don't ever regret them, I've fallen through the cracks with no way to get up Finding lifes presence emotions self destruct Gather up your essence this moment is the present Hold on to your memories but don't ever regret them, As a child was taught to stack them building blocks Never thought much of the lesson til I dropped from the top Had to gather up the pieces an mend broken parts Know to begin at the bottom, but where do I start What do I keep or should I choose to lose it all together More importantly what to use for the tether How can I hold this all in place I see lines that I lost take shape in my face Theres no blueprint plan or design To build a better you its in your heart you will find The strength to pick it up and start stacking to the top No more fear of the fall so theres no reason to stop Ever again the lesson learned is to try again So when that storm starts a brewing just stick out your chin Stand your ground and clench up them fists It doesn't matter how it ends long as you know you exist I've fallen through the cracks with no way to get up Finding lifes presence emotions self destruct Gather up your essence this moment is the present Hold on to your memories but don't ever regret them, I've fallen through the cracks with no way to get up Finding lifes presence emotions self destruct Gather up your essence this moment is the present Hold on to your memories but don't ever regret them,

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released December 6, 2011

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Despicable Dialects Pueblo, Colorado

Despicable Dialects - An underground Hip Hop group from Pueblo, Colorado
Comprised of "MC WORD CHURCH" (Producer/Lyricist) and "MROCK" (Lyricist/Producer) both natives to the area.
Formed in July 2011 after the fall of the "The Myth of Logik" the duo decided to take it back to the drawing board and rebuild. Striving to make conscious rap with a fresh new sound, the Despicable Dialects were born
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