Every now an then hate the face I see in the mirror
Certain angles show the boy who wasted all them years
Whether 10 plus spent with you or out driftin alone
I see the choices I made in haste was a demise of my own
Creating, the voice echos in my head
Desperately trying to take back all them things I said
Or didn't if only sooner I spoke up
Would difference it coulda made or was this just my luck

Cause now I've become faded an forgotten
Caused too much pain hard to think I'm not rotten
To the core Deep inside where them demons reside
Grown full and fat fed off my foolish pride
It cost me the place I called home
So is the emptiness felt inside the reason I roam
Cause these feelings keep coming and I'm tired of running
Been too long lost in a past and it's left me with nothing

Did I ever do you wrong did I ever do you right
Did I ever make your choices harder to decide
Did I ever say I'm sorry did I ever say goodbye
Did I ever fix the problems that I may have had

It's my choice I live it's my voice I give
Friends come in go in this void I fit
The poison that injects it's benefits
Closing my mind to words within
Going with pride gonna find my hour
Time ticks past but won't let it devour
My heart my soul my true form of being
It's not a personal pleasure dont confuse the reason
I'm not what you think but maybe I'm am
Depends on them views that you might have
Despicables the name and I follow that
So consider the facts now before you react
I'm not what you think but maybe I am
I'm A man in shadows losing his content
a person in shambles thats day begins
To fall to pieces when you think of me like that damn

Did I ever do you wrong did I ever do you right
Did I ever make your choices harder to decide
Did I ever say I'm sorry did I ever say goodbye
Did I ever fix the problems that I may have had

Ain't got much too lose I haven't lost already
But losing the life that you've know you'll find it's hard to keep steady
You'll never be ready for the twists and the turns
Some people come an go some bridges get burned
Sometimes we make mistakes forever hold the guilt
Waste away tilling the rubble of things once built
Cause right here this is where the love stood
Next to the road paved with the dreams of my childhood
An on over there shouts chris an my old hood

Walls made of memories come tumbling down
Whys it the tallest ones you got seem to fall without a sound
One day to the next it was here now its gone
Its the absence of the presence that brought upon the song
Certain people in your life will change you forever
Sad how easy it seems them ties get severed
A sense to just slip away I will never understand
An how long will I wonder if I did all I can


Did I ever do you wrong did I ever do you right
Did I ever make your choices harder to decide
Did I ever say I'm sorry did I ever say goodbye
Did I ever fix the problems that I may have had