Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse
Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse
Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse
Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse

Now a days i feel as if i don’t want to breathe
But I can’t just end it like the man that was before me
I want to hold on but i can’t be free
From the pain that’s inside haunting over my dreams
I need to write down the thoughts of my escape
Before i pull the trigger and let my mind decay
It’s the effort that matters and i’ve put in my soul
But when i strike the match i lose control
So i close my eyes to put my head to rest
When I pray for the answer all i see is death
How long have i lusted for the lights to undress
The way to my demise is it my final breath
(long breath)
Now the longer that i wait the more i second guess
If i should even be alive is this another test
So i question the outcome maybe i’m just stressed

Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse
Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse
Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse
Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse

Hard to live my hard to get by hard thats why they call me rock not Mike
Just the sully little son despicable one since those punks ran up and stole my bike
With a crick in my wrist and chip in my shoulder trying to reflect as I grow older
Why i never moved away or ever really stayed and when exactly I turned colder
Then the dark side of the moon alone in my room memories like photographs hold me still
Framed vivid visions compose a mental prison sometimes i find it all to real
So i keep locked up ignoring the day trying to write right write these thoughts away
up late nights cause with the demons no sleep but the pages i feed seem keep them at bay

Puffed up try-in to stay high and higher in hopes
Tho grown accustomed done with this rope
I've been liven at the end finally hit the bottom
Time to walk on and eighty six these problems
Everyday another closer to that sad old man, this wasn't the plan, castles turned to sand
And I honestly never thought I had what it took inside to make it man
But here I stand before you rebuilt with desire I've been thru fire trekked thru hell and back
With an X'd out eye and a split in my lip I've transformed this old myth to a fact
Know in due time I'll see thru the mess find a way to turn past tense
And never ever again will i ever settle for anything less

Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse
Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse
Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse
Have you ever been the butt of all jokes distorted your hope and gave into desperate Measures life is a treasure so know your worth and try try try to release this curse